the girl who lost her voice

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Location: Melbourne's shining streets, Victoria, Australia

This is a story. This is pure fiction. This is a test. ...but for you or for me? ~.~ On a sunshine filled day like today, I had all the time in the world for you. We lay on our backs in the grass, dancing silhouettes of the canopy above us, tiny little pockets of light escaping through, like sparkling diamonds another world away... In the light, in the noise of all that clarity, we never did communicate very well... ~.~

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

time, time, time...

see what's become of me?
that's a line from a bodyjar song that i love to quote 'cept no one ever knows that 'cept me
until now :D
candlewax told me recently that i'm a real smart arse
my lovely belgian cousin says i never answer questions directly
people who listen to me properly would know that i never mean exactly what i say
it's the beauty of poetry
everything is reference
the fun part is trying to figure out what exactly i'm referencing and why i'm doing it
it's like a puzzle
something fun to do on sunday afternoons
'hey, let's try solve la la luce!'
yeah... exactly that
i've flown the nest and it's almost been a week
i'm either deliriously happy or serverely depressed
or both
mostly happy i think
it's so funny
it's so cliché
things really DO happen when you least expect it!!!
i'm seriously internet deprived
new (travel) blog coming soon
watch this space (they cannot touch)
;P

Friday, August 11, 2006

story of my life

"Bizarre Love Triangle" - Frente

Every time I think of you
I feel a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say