i'm spending my time....

how to explain this
lack
don't let the word lack mean meaning lack
don't grab, grab, Gollum grab
live eternally in happiness' sunrise
fly

at this moment why is it you that comes so much to mind
thinking, thinking, thinking,
it would've never felt like this at the time
i said i missed you though i hadn't met you yet
and yet
nothing like this, nothing like this
regret

good things come in three
so do the bad
i'm sick of this silence but want no one to listen to me
except you
my forest, my trees
it's your day once again
all this empty-ness has stilled my pen...